When someone plays along with your sarcasm
I read your text post love trust and other things I cannot do. I don't know your exact situation, but I've felt similarly before. What helped me break down my fear of emotion was to dive straight in head first. You sometimes need to have a life altering breakdown worse than anything before- to allow yourself to be vulnerable and completely open. What also helped me was going back to old relationships I'd had and mending things with those people to discover things about myself and how they saw me
I hate your theme.